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Hook Ludas:
Been through pain,
Clouds and rain,
But I never stop fighting for a better day.
I stood tall,
Through it all,
Looking back I could see I cam from a long way. (Repeat)

Verse 1 Fleurimond:
These words are to empower,
These words should give me power,
But these words just make me sour,
I'm in my darkest hour,
In the dark I'm in my zone,
Sitting all alone,
With this bottle of patron,
To console me through the storm.
My Self pity engulfs me,
Don't pity me ,
Because this liquor will indulge me,
It loves and adores me,
Let me bathe in your strength,
Just take away this pain, please ease my pain,
Make me numb till I'm insane,
Make me numb until my brain,
Doesn't recall a thing,
Wash away these stains,
Of failure in which I'm stained,
Failure, bastard, useless, it's the same,
Let me take a sip bare the shame while it plays.

Hook Ludas:
Been through pain,
Clouds and rain,
But I never stop fighting for a better day.
I stood tall,
Through it all,
Looking back I could see I cam from a long way. (Repeat)

Verse 2 Fleurimond:
These words should inspire,
These words should light a fire,
But these words are liar,
Unattainable desires,
I'm back for round two,
Fresh bottle of absolute,
Hope this bottle has this truth,
Unlike the bottle of grey goose, set me loose,
On my personal quest to find the truth,
To uncover all the lies,
This lying world has spewed, so confused,
Humble Been patient I paid my dues,
Stay humble but yet I loose,
Where's the future they debuted.
From the teachers to the movies,
They all lied to me,
Didn't Aladdin get Jasmine,
Didn't Simba become King,
Didn't you say to me,
If I dream I shall achieve,
Well let my dream,
I'm a drink until deceased.

Hook Ludas:
Been through pain,
Clouds and rain,
But I never stop fighting for a better day.
I stood tall,
Through it all,
Looking back I could see I cam from a long way. (Repeat)

Verse 3 Fleurimnd:
My visions getting blurred,
My words start to slur,
But I will not be deterred,
From the destruction which I've reserved.
Deep in my depression,
Lost in my own obsession,
For acceptance,
Just to be greeted by the rejection, it's so vexing.
Friends, family, strangers, it's still rejecting, felt neglected,
That’s when this bottle became such a blessing,
It was heaven,
This feeling became my only weapon, of suppression,
Awake physically but mentally asleep inception,
Accepting the pain, bathe in the rain,
Not another step because I'm physically drained,
With No more left to give, I accept that this is it,
Take My final swig, moment of clarity so clear.

Hook Ludas:
Been through pain,
Clouds and rain,
But I never stop fighting for a better day.
I stood tall,
Through it all,
Looking back I could see I cam from a long way. (Repeat)

credits

from The Under Dawgs EP, released June 23, 2011
Produced By: Ludas Charles
Written By: Mike Fleurmond and Ludas Charles

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Project1804 Miami, Florida

Project1804 has been together now for over eight years. Wanting to separate themselves from the pack they decided to title themselves as a "Collective" in stead of a group. Touting their sound as "Hybrid Music" Project1804 marries elements of Hip-Hop, R&B, and Rock to form their unique sound. ... more

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